happy life..

hey,i m so happy cuz i get better n more ad..

i had 2week n more din hang out ad..

haiz..so pity rite?

haha..my mum went to trip this a few day with her 'UNION'company...

she go whr??of couse (REDANG BAY) la..so syok..HAHA.

Bt i coudnt go ,haiz...damn sket cuz i fell sick...mum sket i cant get recover ..

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Friday nite..wow

so happy,my bro fetch me go fion appartment thr..

whn i arrive thr already late.i thk 8something..

after than her fren bring use having dinner with her company..

i so lik her fren so much,they treat me very nicer..

we oder many food...for example:oilster,chicken chop,jawa mee,dim sum,fried chicken n many many..i cnt remember that all..

1of them,his name is call MR ONG .he kindly funny n very friendly..

At last,we ols cnt eat finish all the food...

Because too many ad..haha..

nvm la..actually nt my oder..

Normaly,after tk dinner i want go for movie..bt they cancel..firstly,they plan for RED BOX at gurney..

the whole nite MR ONG n a few guy just singing.i Js lying on the sofa n drink beer..

dunnoe y nw i very lik to tk beer..shit!!

BAD HABBIT!!!.''']=@$(::")*

they ask me to sing,bt i was nt dare n so shy la....

After 1.30 lik that,they changes the song..They chnges the song to poker face,jai ho..

all the song very high..me, mr ong and fion are dance at the ktv.. haha..

lik "xiao kia"...a few minute ago,i ad hv anit drunk..on that tm i started sing the song..

the title is "hero"frm -mariah carey.-.

i love this song so deeply..reall very romantic n touched my heart..

i want to stop here..vry tired enough

bye..

Nw i is 11.23 very late ad rite?js nw ntg to do.i m reading other person blog..

their blog realy so touching my heart..

whn i read their story,i was cry..

same lik the sumthing " brough the tears to my eye"..

sum of thm is talking abt the love...

wat the meaning of love??

haRD to explain rite?

love cn make a person..

full of hapiness or

sadness

In my judment,i hv fall in love with a person that i most love this person in my life..

i m so love him, btw in our journey half n a year happen so many thing.

nowdays,both of us have a big misunderstanding to each other...

honestly,sometime i was in so suddenly wan to be him .

bt whn i thk more longer, i feel that in my heart on more trust of him...

thn u tel me hw cn i be with him??

Plz give me the ans..

is because he always give me so many reason?? n all is excuse....

very tired...really very tired..always having argument

everytime,i trust that he will have good journey..

bt all is non--

i stop our jorney..

my brain always full with the worried..

n many many question..

sometime,i was so diffcuit to determined that i reall wn to be with him..

wil i give him a chance???

lets me asking u..

if 1day u r alone n nobody is around u..

family..fren..lover all lost it!!

thn wat u wil do??

tel honestly,i didnt think is quetion before..

i think..i wil cry.......

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hey junny..

Wat happened to mi already?

y u look so sad..

woke up plz..

i told with myself i m stronger..

hw ols i wont hurt my feeling again..

i wanna be a stronger girl...

IF U THINK U CAN,U SURE CAN!!

i love myself !!!!